Yeah it's been a while. See what happened was I became a hermit over the Christmas break. I practically locked myself in my room with my computer and pretty much blocked out the world. I only went somewhere if my parents were going. I didn't even think about blogging I read four books, watched a lot of you-tube, watched the entire first seasons of Raising Hope and Being Human, and I refused to think about life. After the break I had all my new classes and I had to get settled back into school again so that's why I haven't posted in over a month.
Well this'll probably be a long one.
I have recently decided that 29 hates me and this morning helped strengthen that belief. My roommate "Boss" and I were out scraping off our cars (horrible white stuff fell from the sky last night.) and 29 walked by and waved at me, the next thing I know he's helping Boss scrape off her car. I gave him a hard time about it later (I actually said something clever, that's a first. I said "Gosh 29 tell us who you love more") but I don't think he really payed attention. My roommate gets annoyed every time I say that he hates me. She keeps waiting for me to get over it like I did with the fact that I repel men. That's actually a pretty funny (or depressing) story.
So over the summer we were going to a singles ward and they had a lot of activities that Boss dragged me to. I didn't notice it at first but after a while it became quite obvious that every time she was talking to a guy if I walked over he would stop talking and then leave (and none of them would talk to me). I tried not to interrupt when she was talking to guys but it happened occasionally. It took me two months and a lot of reassuring (she asked some guys at work and they agreed with her that it wasn't me. Though I never saw any of them asking me out so...) to get over the fact that I apparently repel men. I still bring it up sometimes just to get a reaction out of her.
All right enough of that aspect of my sad love life.
So the semester's over and I still haven't figured out "front row weirdy" I didn't think I would ever really see him this semester but I have seen him three times. The first time was just out in front of our apartment building and I don't think he noticed me (he was doing something and I was getting in my car to leave). The second time I was walking with Boss to class and he was walking with a group of friends (I'm just assuming they were his friends) toward campus as well. He waved at me (totally never happened before) and boss was really confused because she didn't know him. I waved back and after he was gone I told Boss that he was "front row weirdy" (I actually used his name and she knew who I was talking about because I had talked about him before.) Then later on I started doubting that he was actually waving at me I'm still not convinced that there wasn't someone behind us that he knows. Boss keeps telling me that there was no one behind us and he was waving at me. The third time I saw him I was with some friends walking to class and he was across the street walking to the same building we were going to. I pointed him out to my friend (the same one that likes to set me up on dates) and told her that if she ever wanted to set me up on a date she should get to know him. The funny thing about that is I saw him a little while later at the little public speaking thing we went to and he was sitting in front of 29. I almost texted 29 and to tell him "See that boy in the blue shirt with glasses in front of you? I need you to become his friend" but I didn't want to be the creepy stalker. I was over my crush, or at least I thought I was until he waved at me. Now I don't know what to think. It's easy to get over a crush if you don't see the person ever but the semester just started and I've already seen him three times.
OK now for the mind blowing. We were over in apartment 27 talking to our friend (the friend from math class that I sat next to before I noticed "front row weirdy") We wanted to borrow a move and we haven't seen him for a while so we were just catching up and I made a comment about Boss marrying 29 (She's totally in love with him and he knows it. Right now were just waiting for him to say something) and our friend totally freaked me out. He said the last thing that I ever expected and it scared the crap out of me. He said " She's gonna marry 29? Just like your gonna marry the guy from our math class?" I was speechless for a second then I asked how he knew (I never told him and I didn't think I was that obvious) His response was " I have four sister, two older and two younger and no brothers I'm a little more observant when it comes to things like that" I just hope it wasn't as obvious to everyone else in my math class.
I really shouldn't go so long without posting. You'll probably hear from me when I'm sitting home by myself during the Valentines dance next month. It's guys choice and those never end in me getting asked.
